so I've recently started eating bagel thins and I have to say I love them. I eat half of one at a time and put a teaspoon of whipped cream cheese on them and it's only 63 calories. Which I love!!! And that's what I plan on having for lunch everyday plus a few pieces of fruit.
Yesterday's calories I think ended up being around 330 calories but I according to my pacer app which counts your steps I took 10,741 steps yesterday and that burned 258 calories!!! And I'm going to try and do the same thing today so wish me luck!
So last I had a dream that my boyfriend broke up with me and I was crying so badly in the dream that I woke up kind of hyperventilating and I thought it was real. But when I woke up I rolled over and saw him sound asleep next to me which made me happy and i snuggled up next to him. It still scared me though.
So far my calories for today are 85 and I have 400 limit today. I'm also rushing a sorority and they are having a group dinner tonight and I'm going but I have to be careful of what I pick to eat. I'm thinking a very plan type of salad should be good and won't put me over. I'm also working out with a friend tonight who is in training to be a personal trainer and her workout will kick my butt. So I'm looking forward to that tonight. But tomorrow I might be grabbing lunch with a friend from a class I had a few semesters ago so I need to watch what I get then too.
I hope tonight's dinner goes great. This is my second time rushing and I am motivated to get to know as many girls as possible. I know I'll be sad if I don't get in this time and I won't be rushing again but I hope I leave with atleast a new friend because then it was worth it. Atleast I think so.
Xoxo
Britt<3
Thursday, January 28, 2016
Wednesday, January 27, 2016
School week 1
So to start my first three days of school seem to be going okay. For one of my art classes though I just spent $160... Which sucks but atleast I don't have to buy many text books this semester so that's good atleast. One of my psychology classes which is psychology of women I think will actually be interesting. My teacher is my advisor and he's mad funny during class it's like every 10 minutes he's making a joke. But in my psychology of justice class I still have no idea what it is actually about all I know is that there is a ton of writing...which can be good and bad i guess I don't mind writing so it shouldn't be too bad. But that teacher he makes jokes and non of us know what he's talking about yet so he just laughs at his own jokes.
Eating wise has been okay I guess. I've been eating a lot of salads but I haven't kept track of calories. I just went food shopping yesterday so now I should be better off and more able to control what I'm eating. Today all I've had so far was a Greek yogurt that was 80 calories and since I'm doing the ABC diet it's the third day so I only can have 300 calories which shouldn't be too hard to do.
On another note this made me so happy my friend the other night said when she was looking for me she didn't know which one I was in the crowd of people until I turned around and she said it was because she didn't realize how skinny I've gotten!!!!! And this morning she sent me this text " I don't even think you know how gorgeous you are. So beautiful and you don't even need makeup to look bomb. I wish I could be you. Your boobs and ass are perfect. Your stomach looks amazing, your hair is flawless and your eyes are sooooo pretty. Tommy is one lucky fella" that really made my day. But the funny thing is I think she's fucking perfect she like 90lbs and like 5 foot. She's beautiful funny kind supportive just honestly the whole package in my opinion. I wish I could switch with her even for a day. She's also my best friend and is one of the only people who knows pretty much everything about me. She's the one person I can always go to and know my secrets are safe. Well the ones she doesn't share with her boyfriend but I trust him too and she is going through a lot of the same stuff I am so he understands and doesn't judge me for it.
That's all I have to report for today. Thank you to anyone who is reading my dribble.
Xoxo
Britt<3
Eating wise has been okay I guess. I've been eating a lot of salads but I haven't kept track of calories. I just went food shopping yesterday so now I should be better off and more able to control what I'm eating. Today all I've had so far was a Greek yogurt that was 80 calories and since I'm doing the ABC diet it's the third day so I only can have 300 calories which shouldn't be too hard to do.
On another note this made me so happy my friend the other night said when she was looking for me she didn't know which one I was in the crowd of people until I turned around and she said it was because she didn't realize how skinny I've gotten!!!!! And this morning she sent me this text " I don't even think you know how gorgeous you are. So beautiful and you don't even need makeup to look bomb. I wish I could be you. Your boobs and ass are perfect. Your stomach looks amazing, your hair is flawless and your eyes are sooooo pretty. Tommy is one lucky fella" that really made my day. But the funny thing is I think she's fucking perfect she like 90lbs and like 5 foot. She's beautiful funny kind supportive just honestly the whole package in my opinion. I wish I could switch with her even for a day. She's also my best friend and is one of the only people who knows pretty much everything about me. She's the one person I can always go to and know my secrets are safe. Well the ones she doesn't share with her boyfriend but I trust him too and she is going through a lot of the same stuff I am so he understands and doesn't judge me for it.
That's all I have to report for today. Thank you to anyone who is reading my dribble.
Xoxo
Britt<3
Wednesday, January 20, 2016
So yesterday was shitty food wise I binged so much and my boyfriend took me out to dinner and we had hibachi which was soo yummy and the chef was picking on him so it was funny also. Then we went to Victoria secret and he said I had up to $100 to spend since its a late Christmas gift and I only walked out of there with panties. Still can use the rest at another time but I don't know what I want and I hate that he just follows me around it makes me feel awkward and like I'm taking to much time. But what was weird was I was texting my boss for like 5 hours it was all innocent but idk it's just weird. This is the first time anything like that has happened ...
Today hasn't been amazing either I almost binged but stopped myself and only ate one serving of Mac and cheese which was like 270 calories err 😕 but after I ate it I started feeling sick and I had to run to the bathroom because it all started coming up yuck. But I feel better knowing it's not all being turned into fat. Otherwise there's really not much to report for today. I just can't wait to go back to school Friday!!!
Xoxo
Britt<3
Today hasn't been amazing either I almost binged but stopped myself and only ate one serving of Mac and cheese which was like 270 calories err 😕 but after I ate it I started feeling sick and I had to run to the bathroom because it all started coming up yuck. But I feel better knowing it's not all being turned into fat. Otherwise there's really not much to report for today. I just can't wait to go back to school Friday!!!
Xoxo
Britt<3
Monday, January 18, 2016
What is control
so pretty much since my last post I've failed so badly with control its been such a long binge and I hate myself for it. But I'm motivated now to work so hard to loose weight. I'm going to run every day once I'm back at school which will be this Saturday and I'm going to start going to classes and or have my friend who is a personal trainer at my schools gym. I'm also not buying anything possessed to an extent...I wanna eat nuts like almonds and walnuts which if they are raw are they proceeded? Idk but I'm eating healthy that's all I know. I also know that I'm going to have cheat days but that's ok once in a while. I also have a lower meal plan for school so I won't be able to eat the high fat carb and calorie filled fried food. I also need to buy a scale. On a good note though I met one of my goals and that was to be able to wear size one hollister jeans!!! I mean they are tight but atleast I can button them without sucking in my tummy or squiggling around to get them on.
I've started today with a coffee and walking two miles!!! It was fucking cold though since it's snowing. Anyways today the only thing I'm going to let myself eat is this organic Mac and cheese which comes out to 260 calories and if I stay to just eating that I will only have consumed less then 300 calories but not by much haha. All I know is that I can do this I will get down to less then 110lbs by the end of the semester.
Anyone reading this if you want to join me and be weight loss buddies and keep each other motivated drop ur kik or email down below. Can't wait to hear from someone!!
Xoxo
Britt<3
I've started today with a coffee and walking two miles!!! It was fucking cold though since it's snowing. Anyways today the only thing I'm going to let myself eat is this organic Mac and cheese which comes out to 260 calories and if I stay to just eating that I will only have consumed less then 300 calories but not by much haha. All I know is that I can do this I will get down to less then 110lbs by the end of the semester.
Anyone reading this if you want to join me and be weight loss buddies and keep each other motivated drop ur kik or email down below. Can't wait to hear from someone!!
Xoxo
Britt<3
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