So I just wanted to say that I got my first follower today!!! Gah that makes me so happy that someone liked my dribble enough to follow me :) so thank you nasimiyu for making my day!!!
Yesterday was pretty darn amazing and this is going to turn into a tmi post sort of...I won't go into much detai. But anyways the ride from Vermont to my school in New York was pretty good I just ranted to my bf Goober about family and break and such...omg my dad and i also calculated all the child support checks my mother has been cashing and I haven't seen her since I was 5 years old. Total she owes me $117,720 that's a lot of cash and probably only $500 went to me over 18 years yet I'm one of her beloved daughters. Makes me sick to know she gave birth to me. Anyways so the ride up was nice and when we got home he wanted to be naughty which I was all for haha. It was different this time tho typically it's difficult to have sex with him because I wanna know what feels good to him and I wanna do what he wants to do along with what I do but he always says I don't know so sex always just typically feels like we are fucking. This time tho it was so different. We had great communication and I felt like we were really connecting and damn it was so satisfying. After we got high and watched dexter and don't hate me but we are McDonald's it was soo good and I was so high I couldn't help myself. But we cuddled the rest of the day and just spent it together even though his friends/our housemates came home. I don't know I just really enjoyed yesterday.
Today is good so far I'm in class which isn't fun but I guess it's interesting... I'm restarting the SGD. I think that being at school will help me get back into controlling my eating and I have like no real money or campus dinning dollars so I can use that as an excuse to why I'm not eating as much. Plus goober wants to start eating heathy so hopefully more veggies!!!! I love veggies! Not all though just some but quite a few haha.
So far today I've only had a few sips of coffee and I'm currently drinking black tea with skinny girl stevia in it. I've also had my multi vitamin and some meta mucil so out of 400 calories today I'm at 45. I think I'm going to have a morning star grilled veggie burger and some broccoli with teriyaki sauce... I hope it's yummy but that would put dinner at 160 calories which leaves me with 195 left for the day so I'm not sure if I do or do not want to eat that...I'm going to try not to but I'm not sure how goober is going to be at dinner and how easy it'll be for me to eat what I want....either way I'll stay in my limit as long as I don't munch haha I'll post later how the day goes
Xoxo
Britt<3
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