Hopeful

So I was thinking last night that maybe if I eat only around my bf then maybe he'll forget that he wants me to go to the doctor. Of that works yay bc I can restrict well while I'm at my aunts and only have to eat normal amounts of food when he's around. I am hopeful that it will work! Anyways so yesterday wasn't good at all for calories but I think it was needed. I decided to take him out to dinner at the butcher block and it was soo good tbh. I got the prime rib. Probably had to be the best steak I've ever had like I was able to cut it with my fork. Everything there is good and there's an unlimited salad bar which was great I had a huge salad but I also needed to finish my steak even though I felt like I was going to explode. Thing I think are getting better with goober we had sex for a while last night and he was really into it which doesn't happen all the time... Not saying he's never for it of course. We also watch Mickie's once upon a Christmas it's both of ours favorite Christmas movie.

This morning I made a skinny cappuccino it was yummy so I put it in my travel mug and I took a sip and it tasted like there was perfume on it or something it was nasty.  I don't really have much to say today besides I'm tired and in my last class of the semester social psychology woot! Just have a week of finals then I'm done. I need to start working bc I'm so broke and Christmas is only three weeks away. I hope I make atleast 200$ bc then I should be able to get people stuff rn all I have to my name is $100 I'm so screwed haha. Anyways after this class I'm going home smoking a cig then a bowl and hopefully it'll help me get to sleep.

I hope everyone hass great day

Xoxo
Britt<3