So I started working at bow tie cinema. It's honestly not a bad job. I started last Tuesday and by this upcoming Tuesday I will have worked about 65 hours!!! But I only get min wage which I think is $8.75 but in January it's going to become $9 so that's exciting but still it's going to be a nice check haha. The only thing that sucks is that I don't get paid till after my birthday and I'm not happy about that becasue I have no money to buy drinks. So hopefully goober does for my gift at the bars. But anyways it's honestly fun even though at the end of my shift I wanna cry my feet hurt so bad. But it's nice because I'm always running around so that's calories burned and I don't have to eat during my break...depending on when I have my breaks now I might start walking during them but I'm not sure... I'll decide later. On another note I had a really great day today I had a customer compliment me to my boss which made him really happy because I'm still new today was my 5th day and I already know how to do everything and I can hold down the fort by myself so he doesn't have to watch me or worry if I need help. I mean there are still things I need to learn but I got the basics down.
I haven't been such a good girl lately. I just can't bring money with me because if i do then I buy food I'm now going to try and not eat till after my shift but it depends on when my shift ends so I may even eat before I go to work and just burn my food calories off. I think that's a good move. Once I get my check I may buy cigs. I know it'll be three weeks with out them and I shouldn't start again but they may help me not eat. But I don't want to stink from them. I don't know lots to think about. On a good note though I reached 115lbs on Wednesday and I'm 116lbs as of this morning. I lost some from eating bad the last few days. But if I come up with a solid plan and schedule I should start dropping again.... I want to be atleast 110 by my birthday but i don't know if I can lose 6lbs in 10 days my body doesn't drop that quick. I know I need to drink water instead of soda at work I need to stay hydrated. At least they have coke zero at work it's so yummy and i love it.
So last night I went to lay in bed at 10:30pm but I didn't fall asleep till 3am and then one of my best friends gabby called me at 4:30am. When I talked to her today she didn't remember and she thinks someone put something in her drink because she had one drink and everything got blurred and she blacked out. And let me tell u this girl can drink a shit ton and be completely fine so one drink would be like handing her a glass of water so I feel bad for her. I am happy though that she called me during a time of such vulnerability because to me that shows she was thinking about me and trusts me and I'm one of the people she would call if she needed help. Only thing that sucked about her waking me up was that I had to work at 9am and I had to get up at 7am. Fuck was I tired today. My aunt gave me half of her prescription sleeping pill and I was drowsy kind of for like an hour now I feel nothing. I can't get a break. anyways I will try to keep on posting just been so busy and tired...a schedule will help a lot with everything going on.
Xoxo
Britt<3
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